Just realised I've not updated for a while.
Things have been going good! Recovery has been going really well.
I've achieved so much these last few weeks. Even if its just little things like walking down to my dads house on my own, going into a shop on my own and going out for a meal with my dad and step-mum. They seem like little things but to me they're huge. I've also been eating 2 meals a day, which is something I haven't done for a longggggg time.
I've had no major lows either which means I've not been self harming! I was a month clean. Basically things have overall been going well! No major panic attacks either. Obviously, I've still had bad days, like everyone else. I've still had to push myself really hard to achieve things, but I'm doing it, and I'm getting through all this.
I'm finally beginning to believe there is an end to all this. One day I will beat it.