Monday, 7 May 2012

anxiety.

I'm staying at my dads tonight for the second time since we moved out last year.. I the last time was Friday night. OMG. I am so so anxious. I'm actually on the verge of losing it tonight, but I know, nothing bad will happen, it is all in my head. I must not let it win. I must stay here and keep fighting as it is a huge achievement. I did it Friday, I can do it again. What's going to happen? nothing. I just need to keep repeating that. I want to turn away from it all and go back home to my mums house, but doing that is just weak. I am not weak. I am stronger than this anxiety. I am going to beat this. I am strong. Things have been so good this weekend, I want to do this just to say I've achieved something else.
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  1. Brianna Morley7 May 2012 at 22:08

    I don't know if you remember me, but yeah haha. it sounds like you're doing good which is good to hear :D. i hope you have fun at your dads!
    ~Brianna(:

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  2. Natalie9 May 2012 at 22:54

    dont be silly, I do remember you :) thanks :D I had a lovely time! hope you're doing ok xo

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    1. Brianna Morley14 May 2012 at 03:31

      reallyyy yayyy!! haha (: that's great you had a good timee, it's really hard to take little steps sometimes but it always feels better after you can accomplish them. its like me with my phobia, im trying to take little steps and put myself out there and hoping it wont backfire lol, i'm doing good though~ :D I missed talking to you and everyone on here!! :33

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    2. Natalie15 May 2012 at 23:04

      Yeah, its a great feeling when you accomplish them :). I'm glad you are doing good :-)

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