I just realised I haven't blogged since Christmas, so happy new year to you all!
Anyway, bit of an update of what's been happening so far this year.
Things have been going well. I seem to be beating depression as I've not felt as low, and I've not cut for 3 weeks. This might not seem an achievement to some, but to me it's huuuuge. I'm so proud of myself. It's not been easy, but I'm getting there.
Anxiety wise, I've not really been out much. I've had a kidney infection for about 2 weeks, I refused to go to the doctors until Friday, but I'm now on antibiotics so hopefully that'll help and I'll get better! My next goal is to sort this anxiety out. I've decided that the anxiety is probably the main cause to my depression, because I'm depressed because I can't go out, if you get me?
I think if I can beat the anxiety, everything else will be easier. I hope I'm right!
There's been a lot of things going on at home recently again, things are still awful here, but I'll get through it.
I'm also spending a lot more time down at my dads house which is good!
I am beginning to sink back down now, but I'm hoping by writing a positive post will stop me from sinking too far.
I hope everyone else's year is going good!
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