Things have been awful at home recently, especially between me & my step dad. We've been arguing about the stupidest things. My mums also being a bitch to me when she's around him. Last night I felt really low. This morning I woke up feeling really low. I decided enough was enough and put a plan into action to end it all. I went for a walk with my mum and planned on it being the last time we spent together, but something clicked inside me and I decided I was stronger all this.
I spent all afternoon with my mum today and she was fine, then as soon as my stepdad came home, she was a bitch with me..so this then, made me feel worthless and I felt worse again.
I needed to get away from this house, so tonight I went down to my dads for an hour or so. I felt so happy down there. I can't even explain it. I felt wanted. My brother was really nice, my dad was really nice. They included me into conversations. I don't know. I just felt generally happier. I then came home and instantly felt my mood drop, until my friend called me and made me laugh. I now feel a lot better so I'm going to sleep and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day *I wish*
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