On Friday I'm meant to be going to see Peter Andre and The Rise on tour in Liverpool. As much as I want to go and see them, my anxiety is through the roof. It's only Wednesday. I have lost so many hours sleep over this. Worrying about things that probably won't even happen. I've had so many panic attacks already.
Not only do I have to go and deal with the concert on the Friday, I'm also staying at my dads new house after and on the Saturday, I'm meant to be going shopping in the morning then a football match in the afternoon.
I don't know how I'm going to cope.
I should be looking forward to a night away seeing Pete and spending time with my dad, step-mum and my best friend, but instead I just want it over with already.
I'm going to make myself even more ill with all this anxiety. I just can't cope with it.
I don't know what to do anymore :'(
Its more than understandable that you're anxious, honestly i'm really proud of you for even considering to go. I do hope that when the time comes you find the courage inside you to face the anxiety head on, just tell yourself that this is the next massive step in your recovery progress and i am so proud of you beautiful <3 just remember you are bound to be anxious and terrified but i believe with all my heart u can do this! Like u say pefer andre is the idol that has kept u going and you just being on this earth has saved many people from themselves and you should think of how you facing this fear will.give all your followers strength. All i can ssy is whatever u do, im so proud of you. Stay strong. Love you xxx
ReplyDeleteThank you so much. I really want to go, but at the same time, there's that anxiety stopping me. meh. Thank you. xxx
DeleteI totally get it, the anxiety is such a big barrier which at times seems impossible to get through. But please just remember that all your followers believe in you and i do with all my heart. I know u can do this, even if u dont see it just yet. You're so brave xxxx
ReplyDeletethank you xx
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